January 11th I had my 16 year old cocker spaniel euthanized. Ever since I’ve been dreaming about her. I have so much trouble sleeping. I wake up crying and sick to my stomach. She’s always dead, but walking around and everyone is mad at me because I have her. They threaten me and her. I feel like the whole world it out to get us. I spend the whole dream trying to keep her safe and then I wake up and she’s gone.
I got her when I was 10 years old. She’s been in my life longer than not. I have other dogs in my life and I feel bad for missing her so much, but she was my world for so long.
I feel like the dreams are getting worse.
I know it was the right time and the right thing to let her go.
I just wished I felt better